Kuyambira nditakula, sindinapatsepo amayi anga maluwa oyenera, makamaka maluwa a carnation.
Pamene ndinkachoka panyumba m'mawa kwambiri n’kubwerera usiku kwambiri, nthawi imene tinkacheza inachepa pang'onopang'ono. Pamene nthawiyo inkapitirira, sindinkadziwa choti ndinene, ndipo chifukwa cha manyazi ndi manyazi, zinakhala zovuta kunena mawu ochokera pansi pa mtima achikondi.
Pa nthawi imeneyo, ndinapeza kulimba mtima powerenga zolemba zomwe zili mu ndemanga. Ndinazindikira kuti ngakhale zochita zazing'ono zimatha kubweretsa kusintha.
Ndicho chifukwa chake ndinapatsa amayi anga kalavani kakang'ono.
Kawirikawiri, ankangondilandira pondifunsa ngati ndabwerera, koma ataona maluwa a carnation, anamwetulira mosangalala. Chomwe ndinkachita ndikumupatsa maluwawo osanena chilichonse.
Ndinachita manyazi nditaona zimenezo. Ndinakumbukira zakale zanga zopusa, pozindikira kuti ndalephera kupangitsa amayi anga kumwetulira nthawi yonseyi, ngakhale kuti ntchitoyo sinali yovuta kapena yokwera mtengo.
Koma tsopano zinthu zidzakhala zosiyana.
Ndiyesetsa kubweretsa kumwetulira kwa banja langa mwa kugwiritsa ntchito chilankhulo cha chikondi kwa amayi anga, wachibale wanga wokondedwa kwambiri, ngakhale atakhala wamng'ono bwanji.